Its almost gone now a few little strands here and there i can't  believe its actually came to this.As i am typing this the tears are just falling down on my lap just as my hair washes down the drain every day.If i hear Bald is beautiful one more time i think i am going to scream.I wish i could think that way ,right now i can't.Can you tell i'm struggling today i hate this emotional roller coaster can i get off now PLEASE.I JUST WANT TO GO BACK TO THE WAY I WAS. Please help me God i have tried to be accepting of this AA its really hard. Thanks for listening i don't know what i would do without this site and please i don't mean to offend anyone that is not my intention just trying to get through this. Clare.

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Comment by zeida on December 20, 2010 at 9:27pm

I am so sorry you feel this bad, but like Rose Marie said you will get through this.  Take a day to get yourself together, look for help, love yourself, and trust in God.  I don't know how old you are, but through the years I have seen sad times and then things get better.  Keep coming back to this site I will be looking for your post if you need support I will be here for you.  Have faith everything will look different in a few weeks or maybe even days.  HOLD ON

Comment by clare majka on December 20, 2010 at 9:51pm
Thank you girls for your support I really appreciate your comforting words today was just a bad day for me I am really trying to deal with this the best I can it has only been six months I have really tried to educate myself on this condition I am 46 and never imagined I would ever have to go through something like this. Life is journey and I do have faith that one day I will learn something positive about this whole situation. Thanks again I don't know What I would do if I didn't have this site to help me through this difficult time love to everyone.
Comment by clare majka on December 20, 2010 at 9:51pm
Thank you girls for your support I really appreciate your comforting words today was just a bad day for me I am really trying to deal with this the best I can it has only been six months I have really tried to educate myself on this condition I am 46 and never imagined I would ever have to go through something like this. Life is journey and I do have faith that one day I will learn something positive about this whole situation. Thanks again I don't know What I would do if I didn't have this site to help me through this difficult time love to everyone.
Comment by clare majka on December 20, 2010 at 10:05pm
Thanks Paul you are a great friend
Comment by Tallgirl on December 21, 2010 at 1:37am

So, be an alopecia hater for a week. Scream, throw things, cry, rant, cuss people and doctors and Whomever out. Then, go buy the most outrageously gorgeous wig available for New Year's Eve.

Comment by clare majka on December 21, 2010 at 10:06am
Maybe I will just do that thanks Tall Girl x
Comment by Renee on December 21, 2010 at 11:09am

I don't know how many times I've felt the same way you do right now.  I can't count anymore.  You will get thru this somehow.  I've lost my hair 2x times.  Some days i'm cool with bald some days im not.  I try to think posivtive.  Maybe I will get my hair back again and maybe you will too.   I know wigs can be costly, believe me i know!  Also lots of people look great wearing a bald head.  But, I don't , I have a big Charlie Brown head.lol I just find a really cute wig and just go with the flow.  You will have better days...

Comment by clare majka on December 21, 2010 at 11:14am
Thank you Renee I will try to stay positive.
Comment by Julie G on December 22, 2010 at 3:58pm
Clare I have had many of those days in the past year or so.  I think that having the support of AW has helped though.  Especially more recently for me! You are not alone and I think that is what AW did for me. I felt so alone before and felt like know one knew what I was going through, I was wrong!  Keep your chin up and your smile on your face!
Comment by clare majka on December 22, 2010 at 4:17pm
Thank you Julie I am feeling much better today I love AW I get to speak to wonderful PeopLe like you x.

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