I’m filled so much gratitude right now. The dermatologist just called with my test results. Everything came back normal! At first I was a little disappointed then I was relieved and grateful. I accept that no one is able to give me a definite cause. I’ve also seen my endocrinologist. It’s funny how last Friday I was so anxious and worried that the dermatologist was going to tell me my hair would never grow back. While waiting for those test results this week, I had all sorts of thoughts about what was potentially going on inside my body to cause my hair loss.

This Friday I could care less about my hair. I’m not interested in any creams, shots, etc. Waiting for those test results put everything into perspective. As I heard someone say in her video, going bald was far more terrifying than being bald. In fact, I’m starting to like my new look. I’m very grateful for those normal test results. If my hair grows back, fine. If not, I’m fine with that too. Thy Will be done.

So I’m going to stop shaving for a while and see what happens.