Make that a bad few days. I dont know why, but this past week, it's really been a downer, and i just hate alopecia, and hate having it. and i hate that i'm bald and rapidly losing hair everywhere else. Hate it. I think before, i was ok about it, but now that i'm losing my lashes and brows, it's really hit home. I'd be ok just losing my head hair, but not my eyelashes adn brows. I just hate it.
So does everyone else have shitty days, and how do we get past it? I want to have more good days than bad days. I just hate this condition, and wish like anything that there was a cure asap.
I've tried Calosol, doesn't work. Well, it did, my hair all grew back, only to fall out all over again. So that's a waste of money. I've tried Biotin, that's rubbish too for my hair. So basically, iv'e tried everything out there, and am not willing to risk myself in terms of those drugs out there that can bring hair back, but also can hurt livers and kidneys.
I just want a cure. I just want my hair back. I hate how narrow minded people are. I hate having to explain it to everyone. I hate being teh topic of gossip, and having people feel sorry for me, and wow, with alopecia, it's a whole new world of gossip and sympathy votes. Hate it.
I wish i just didn't give a shit about what anyone thought. But the truth is, i care about what i think, and at the moment, i'm having a bad day and i want my hair back, and i dont want to have this condition. And plus, i look ilke an alien without a hairpiece on, so i'm not liking that look either.
I'm just having a bad run, that's all.
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