I finally had the courage to post my first bald picture today, I was scared thinking what would everyone think?
I supose that is my only fear in life, I of course never walk around my home like as zi know I get strange looks from my kids,I feel like i'm an embarrasemnt to the and I always have to wear a crazy bandana over my head which normally gives me a massive headache.
I only want one wish in life and thats to have my children accept me for who I am, and maybe one day they woud understand the way i have to live my life.
my hsband tells me it dont bother him to see me blad because he'd love me no matter what and that it doesn't bother him. Olything is,,when I watch tv and some pretty woman is on the air i feel like a real disapointment to him, i think look what he looks at i bet he'd rather her over me. Not a great thing to think but hey it''s what I feel.
All I want to do is to be free and be myself no matter what others think but man it's VERY hard and thats what mkes me have all these mood swing.
All I cna do now is pray and hope one day I will live normal but I kniw that wont happen will it.

Signed sad Lisa