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My over-50-years-of-alopecia
When a local, low-cost basement hairdresser on my street noticed the quarter-sized bald spot, I was about 10. I pulled my long hair back over the spot, so no one ever knew in 5th grade.
When alopecia reared up again my sophomore year in high school, I got a fall (half wig), and again pulled hair from the forehead back over the matching wig, and secured my hair onto the fall with a large barrette. Large bobby pins held my fall onto my real hair, twisted underneath. No one knew. I did the same with a longer wig of real Korean hair for my formal dances. My real friends were from camp, and they lived in MANY cities in my state. I had a great time going to camp, conferences, traveling with them. At school, I joined many clubs, went to concerts, did the art for drama club.
When more bald spots appeared at the hairline, I got a full-head keneculon (sp) wig. No one knew. I wore this wig and the others through 2 years of college, and wore scarves or granny-caps (in style then) to bed in my dorm. Maybe I told my roommate...I don't even remember. I did my hair in the privacy of the bathroom. No big deal. I wore wigs on my dates. At 18, a dear guy (old church camp friend) told me baldness doesn't change love...and believed for the first time since age 10 that marriage may be in my future.
In college, I stopped the shots and prednisone, and my hair actually grew back. I got a Jane Fonda shag haircut and partied down at a fraternity mixer, proud to be wearing my own hair. I was about 20. Much more wine and beer were in my life, but less stress (being away from my parents)! Is wine the secret tonic? Ha ha.
Hair grew in and I made up for lost time in my 20s, moved to California, traveled, created art, started a Master's Degree...then got married (age 31) and had children. Neither kid ever had alopecia.
Hung around dogs, horses, an impossible mother-in-law and maybe a change in water at a country property. Husband and job scene, finances all became stressful. Started birth control pills. Oooops! Alopecia returned, went to totalis, universalis, then totalis. Husband left with the long-haired younger secretary after 15 years of marriage. No big loss...but head hair never really returned. At 47, alopecia was the least of my worries: I had one kid starting junior high and one starting high school, while the ex defaulted on child support. I did, however, start dating an old beau (who used to date me with hair when I was age 28-30) 10 months after my ex left. Yes, I was bald this time around!
My grandson doesn't have alopecia (he is now 10). However, he just got asthma, which is in the gene group with alopecia. I have also learned that 2 distant relatives alive now and possibly my toupee-wearing great grandpa have/had alopecia. Now I know where I got it. I still work, enjoy friends, go to events, shop, live. There are now TWO men who do not mind my baldness, and long-haired one who is trying to contact me long distance, even though he is married. Go figure. My age now? Nearing 62. Will I ever meet a person who wants to settle down with me as family? Not sure, but I do not spend my days whining about it. I get dressed and go to work, watch grandson's sports games, and cook nice meals for myself.
Stop griping and start living. You young 'uns have SOOOOOOO many more years to go, countries to see, jobs to try, college to complete, children and adults to enjoy, art to create. I want to hear/see your FUNNY alopecia challenges, witty comebacks, creative head gear photos, new romances, new businesses, etc. Every blog I write here is aimed at making others think, gain insight, smile, nod or find latest research. What are you giving to AlopeciaWorld, especially the children and teens, when all you do is whine and gripe? Be a part of what helps us all, and you may even help yourself. Think about how you sound, to us, yourself, your partner, your boss and coworkers, your potential dates. Think about the hopelessness you present to fragile, worried children, spouses, best friends and parents (who are NOT as informed or in touch with this baldness thing) when you obsess and cry constantly. This alienates them. There is a part of you that can still be a strong family member, listener, friend. I want to meet THAT part of you.
As to information...do you realize how many hundreds of discussions, groups, videos and blogs are already on here to answer your question? Go see the monthly archives! You will be surprised!
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Comment by KFlame on September 10, 2014 at 1:26am
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I loved this I have a big day today and this has woken me with a smile. Such motivational thank you.
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Comment by JeffreySF on September 10, 2014 at 1:35am
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Nice Blog TG!
We all know how tough dealing with alopecia can be. Whatever stage we are going through.
Life is tough but the tough just keep on going!
Thanks for the sharing your experiences and optimism!
Jeff
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Thank you! There really are so many depressing posts on here that I've stopped checking it as much. I know that people need to vent and they come here for support and that's fine. Maybe I should be on here more trying to lift peoples spirits. People should be sharing more of their happy, funny stories too. I have been completely hairless for about 5 years now. It was gradually falling out before then, sometimes it would fall out faster then come back. I met my husband before I was 100% bald. I've always had confidence in myself because I figure, tho is the only body I have in this lifetime and if I'm meant to be bald, I'm still going to love myself and try as hard as I can to be a good person. I dated several guys before I met my husband. None cared that I wore a wig. My husband loves me, not my hair or lack of it and so do my 2 amazing little girls. I know its hard but you have to force yourself into the right mindset and you'll be ok :)
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Comment by memyselfandi on September 10, 2014 at 2:05am
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Thank you for that. I was diagnosed in February 2014. Have hair still and about a dozen nice sized bald spots that can still be hidden. I have so much to do in life with or without hair. I read this earlier today...Life is the sum of what you focus on.
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Thanks for this it does give people strength, I think, to read things like this. I agree with you with everything, since I have cut my hair really short, I am less stressed and men and women come to me now. Men don't seem to be bothered by the short cut, not at all! I am sure some of them hate it, but I feel happy and unless I have a psoriasis crisis, I am not "ruled" by my hair anymore. While I completely agree with what you are saying, hair loss has been a real pain for me and deep inside me, I knew that cutting them was the only way not to think about it anymore. If people get stressed out, it is because they have absolutely no control over it and all you can do is watching the hair fall down :( I tried not to bother my family and friend but my poor boyfriend was the victim of my crisis... Anyway, I think it is good to take inspiration from your post :)
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HOW you hair grew back????
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Comment by Libby on September 10, 2014 at 8:55am
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Beautiful post!
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Love it! Thank you! My daughter is 9 and with about 75% hair loss. I love how you just lived your life and I hope the same for my daughter. She wears a bandana to school. I offered to go to her school to speak with her classmates, etc so they would be informed. She was adament 'no'. She does not want to discuss her alopecia or be defined by it. She tries to 'hide' it, and her friends/classmates are used to her bandanas and nobody seems to question it and she doesn't explain why. When asked, she simply says that she likes to. Her teachers/principal know so if they notice any change in her or teasing etc they will inform me and I would be more proactive. Otherwise, I take my lead from her. Seems to me she is carrying on much like you did, the same with and without hair. My fingers are crossed. Thank you for sharing your experience!
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Comment by Danielle on September 10, 2014 at 9:37am
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Love This! Thank you!!!
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Comment by Marie on September 10, 2014 at 9:41am
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Yes!
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