i really just give up theres to much stress i really do hate it nobody understand the only people that do is the people that are on here the wonderfull people i wish there was womderful people to be with where i live i have no frineds im a lie at skool the one friend i hvae uses me my hairs fallin out fast and i cant stop stressing i have metal breakdowns every other day i cant sleep at night theres just no way to avoide it i cant leave my past behind me those so many people that have treated me like dirt,i always cluthed my fist and bite my lip when someone is mean to me i just dont know how much i cant take it. before i snap im sorrry for being so angry and ugly in this blog post...i just have nobody to talk to and i let my feelings build and build intil i exblode like a nucleaur bomb! im going to a therpist on the 12 of apirl i think that would be the best. it just has affect me alot over the years i have turnt out like this im just a huge trrain wreck have any of you guys felt like this??

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Comment by Clara S. on April 6, 2010 at 6:25am
Hi Ashley, if you ever want to vent, feel free to just message me anytime. I'm sure we all have days where we are down and angry but don't let this get the better of you.I know you find it hard to trust people right now but I'm sure if you keep an open mind, you will find good people out there too. And remember, you can decide how you want to deal with this too. Of course, i'm not saying hold your emotions in, let it out, if you have to punch a pillow or draw or write. Anyways, take care and feel free to vent with me anytime!
Comment by Keeley Tomlinson on April 6, 2010 at 12:22pm
Hi ashley! to answer your question, yes i feel like that a lot...i was in therapy for nearly two years and it certainly does help. If you feel like you have no-one to talk to you can talk to me anytime! I get the same sort of treatment at school...a rumour was spread that i have cancer (which I don't) and people are just generally mean to me for some reason...it's just luck I guess, unfortunately. but if you ever need to talk I'm here. Keep trying to look for the brighter side...you'll get through it :) xxx
Comment by Lori Villa on April 6, 2010 at 8:38pm
awww. ashley.. i feel for you sweetie.. If you ever need to talk i live about 45 min away from you call me 727 495-3327.. I to have breakdowns.. I have a patch in the back and it scares me everyday.. Noone understands the mental part of it..
Comment by Taylor Walworth on April 6, 2010 at 9:37pm
Hey hunny. I know exactly how you feel. I've distanced myself from people since I was in 6th grade when I had my first outbreak because i was afraid no one would understand and honestly, i just didnt feel like explaining it to people because they just dont understand. but sometimes people do understand and you may not know this now, but your alopecia makes you stronger every day and over all a better person. I know it's hard but try to be grateful for what you do have. And remember, never lose hope.

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