Thank you all for your love and prayers...

Seeing everyone's comments brighten my day

The weather maybe nasty...
Strong winds blowing; (I used to love letting the wind blow through my hair )
There has been alot of rain; (Trying so hard to wash away my pain )
Dark clouds hovering over me the last 2-3 weeks... Trying to dampen my days

The weather may be nasty;
but my heart is strong...
Feeling everyone's love, comfort and support!

My mind may wonder at times;
questioning, wondering... why?

BUT! as soon as my sisters, mom, dad, Wendy... anyone in my presence
see all this start bothering me
They all know how to make me feel better about this

Especially having Warren here with me now
He is so silly I am so proud of him, love him and his bro's so much
Lil baby Cyrus... sure keeps me busy
He is so cute; when he sees his Mommy sad; he comes over
grabs me and plants a "BIG" wet drooly kiss on my cheek

Thank you God! for your blessing on me

I truely am the happiest;
Daughter, Granddaughter, Sister, Niece, Aunt,
"Mother and Wife"
For all the people who call me this;
I truely am blest to have them in my life

I have my good an bad days;
I just can't wait to find out why?
Get the proper help I need to deal with all this!

To continue on the doctors confusen as to his guess?????
What is "thinks" is wrong with me;
It may be my immune system???? but he is still not sure???
Thats why he wants to send me to Vancouver

The night shift lady at Pacific Inn told me;
see has a 5 year old nephew who is going through the same thing;
lost all his hair
His parents thought he was cutting his hair on his own;
They didn't believe how much pain he was going through;
his scalp keeping hurting; burning, itching...stinging
They thought he just wanted pills to sleep through the nite...

The mother finally decided to help give her son a bath;
she started washing his hair;
took her hands away from his head;
all his hair fell into her hands, she screams...
the doctor sent them to Vancouver;
they are still waiting for the results from the tests
Today I pray for this lil boy;
I ask God to comfort him; for I know and feel what he has to go through!

They saved all his hair off so so sad!

I've been having major headaches the last couple days;
feeling dizzy, very tired!!!
Wanted to go to the Emerg. yesterday; my headache wouldn't go away

"Everything happens for a reason" everyonesays...
God doesn't put us through anything we can't handle!

With all your love and support, I feel I can get through this!

Before I used believe in the saying "One day at a time"
now its trying get through all this staying positive
every second, minutes, hours... it seems like a struggle at times
but I say a prayer... it up lifts my heart...
thinking of family and friends

Thank you Lord; for your blessings on me