Well I am going on 3 months since my alopecia started and when I get my hopes it is slowing down all the sudden I notice a big clump of hair in my hand. I am not sure if my emotions of daily life is playing a role. I have changed my attitude towards people and life. I don't have time for those who are selfish, fake and unsupportive. I try to tune out the negative of others and focus on being happy and content. There are many times people just rub me the wrong way and I instantly go back to my ARG mode. I am so tired of wearing a hear piece, having a sensative scalp it just drives me nuts at times. I try not to think about how depressing it is not to see all my hair. The summer is hear and I would love to be able to let my hair blow in the wind. Well if it blows right now it looks like a moth went crazy on my scalp. I have been posing the hippy look with some stylish bandanas and it does make me smile along with having a man in my life to tell me how beautiful and stylish I look. He even bought me some cool retro dresses to match. I guess the work thing is where I get blah at! I work at a Catholic facility where I think people don't even know follow the mission here. I graduated from college and I feel my management staff thinks I am only good for copying, stuffing envelopes and scheduling there appointments. I am so trying to hang in there and make the best of it until the next door opens. It is just trying to deal with unhealthy co-workers...........I need some sanity. I vent a lot to friends. The work is filled with kiss-ass people who only made it up the ladder by smoozing up to someone...........most of them are not qualified for their jobs. I guess I just needed to let it out a bit and I am sure there are many people out there with the same issues and feeling.

Thanks for listening...........