It's been almost two weeks since I got an integration system. I don't even know how to describe how I feel. Free sums it up pretty nicely, though.
I find myself forgetting that I even have alopecia, which is a pretty big deal for someone who has thought about nearly nothing else for the past five years. It looks like my own hair, it feels like a thicker, less-damaged version of my own hair, it's pretty much the hair I always wish I had. I just wore it on vacation and I was amazed at all the things I could do that I havent done in years. I went swimming. I jumped off the diving board and I didnt have to feel around and make sure it was still on. I went running, and I could feel my ponytail swinging from side to side. I've straightened it, I've curled it, i can't stop playing with it.
I don't have to rush and get a bandanna whenever someone unexpectedly comes to the door. I don't have to stock an arsenal of hats. I don't have to keep checking to make sure my head is covered. I don't have to wonder if anyone can tell I'm wearing a wig. I don't have to check for slipping, or sneak into the bathroom to mop the sweat off of my head. I look like my old self and I feel like my old self again, and for the first time in years, I am actually happy.
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