Took my son to the derm yesterday for some better answers. She ordered the tests that I wanted and said we could do the biopsy whenever I was ready. I went ahead and held off on the biopsy for now only because I'm scared it will encourage another spot to start. His last spot started from a major head bump. He had a huge knot after the bump, its actually still there 2 months later, plus the new spot that started where he bumped his head. So because of that I'm afraid for now. She did say that… Continue

I am suffering from postpartum depression, I'm obsessing over my son's hair loss, and when I'm not obsessing over him I freaking out over the biopsy I have to have next week. Why me? What did I do to deserve this. Its like God telling me I was too happy in life and was getting too comfortable with things going well. So haha joke is on me.



Its all I can do to get in the shower each day. I drag myself out of bed and walk downstairs with my stomach in my throat that there will be a new… Continue

I have no idea. I wish I knew. My friends don't understand. All I hear is "its just hair". I hate hearing that. I know its just hair. I know I should be grateful that their is nothing seriously wrong with my child, that he is still healthy. But I'm angry and sad. I want to know how to get past the anger and the sadness and learn to live with the fact that my child might lose all of his hair. I want to look at him and just see him and not see the new hair loss. Not feel that pit of my stomach… Continue