I am so proud of myself!!! I went out for the first time bald today!!! it wasnt that bad. I am at the beach with all of my family so I figured it would be a perfect time to do it!!! I looked at my husband and brother and said lets go for a walk. They were like ok and I said this time Im going just like I am!!! I was scared yes but it was so worth it!!! only one person was really mean but I didnt let that bring me down!!! I had my two brothers and hubby walking next to me to protect me so I… Continue

this morning i woke up and i wasnt feeling very well, ugh....i looked in the mirror like i do every morning but i noticed something different.....a chunk of my eyelashes were missing....ugh....i called my husband into the room and told him to look, he told me that they were still there and they were just clumped together.....but i know he was saying it just to cheer me up and try and keep me strong about finding it out......ugh.........but i kept telling him they weren't there and now i'm… Continue

ugh... On august 11 my life is going to change!!!! I have one person in my life who keeps me completely sane and now he going to leave for deployment!!! If life isn't hard enough dealing with au and now I have to deal with this...Sometimes I just think life isn't that fair to me!!! I don't know what to do I feel like my heart is breaking. He is the one at nights when I'm upset are sick holds me and says everything will be ok!!! Now that he is about to leave for Afghanistan, I'm scared, I'm… Continue

Today wasnt a good day at all!!! I went to a military ball last night and all the girls were looking at me weird!!! so today I was all down because I just dont feel pretty. Ugh I just wish It would go away . I wont long beautiful hair and not have to deal with this!!! I guess today was just not a good au day for me.

I am haveing a hard time dealing with the fact that I dont have any hair. I graudated high school last year and yea.... High school was really hard. I have had alopecia since I was in the 2nd grade but it never really bothered me being bald until I hit high school. People were really mean to me and I didnt understand why cause it wasnt my fault. People would walk past me and say stay away from the girl with the disease and I would just go home and cry everyday!!! I had to wear hats to school… Continue