So... I can admit to myself and will now admit to someone else, that my focus on the treatment, triggers, diet for my daughter is in part, just a way for me to push the emotion out of it. As I sit here by myself with the rest of the family in bed, I feel so stupid for crying but lately, I can't make the feeling go away. I don't want to mess it up. I really don't.



I'm just so afraid. Afraid that my unconditional love won't be enough. Afraid that I'm going to do the wrong thing or say… Continue