so i havent gotten to post for awhile... things have been crazy, plus ive been enjoying being a stay-at-home mom for awhile! lol... i started my new job yesterday & i absolutely LOVE it! my new boss is AWESOME... WAY better than that stupid BBBB! my new boss told me i can wear whatever i want on my head as long as im comfortable... thats the BEST! also, a lot of the people have come up and talked to me about them having cancer, or a loved one having cancer & losing their hair, so i feel… Continue

BBBB NO MORE!!! i went into work this morning & was told that they dont need me to finish up my 2 week notice & that today was my last day! the best part, they are going to pay me thru the end of the month! YAY! i guess they got a little scared when i stood up for myself about being attacked. i never thought that shaving my head would really change me so much!

so here is what happened my first week of being bald:

found out i have a perfectly round head

got a million… Continue

so yeah... today rocked! i went in to work bald again... got a TON of compliments on how it really brings out my eyes. i even came up with some new clever little comebacks when people ask what happened! ive realized that im not going to find joy in my disease, but i can still find joy despite my disease. this is my new motto!

so my BBBB (cleverly named by Norm for Big Bad *itchy Boss) is going CRAZY with me having fun being bald! and to make it even better, i got offered a new job today so… Continue

i know, its about time! i am SO happy to be shaved! GO ME! once i shaved it off, i couldnt believe how many bald spots i had that i didnt see before! i cant wait for monday to see how my boss reacts. lol

so i went to visit my parents for a week with the baby & was pleasantly suprised about how easy it was going thru the airport security! no one even hesitated with me wearing my bandana.

as for memorial day weekend, i chickened out, again... i dont know what its going to take for me to actully go thru with shaving my head. its just such a huge step. i know it would be nice to stop obsessing about my hair so much, but its REALLY hard! my husband keeps joking that hes going to do it while… Continue

so some of you know, i HATE my boss & shes a big, huge mean-girl! so anyways... im really thinking about changing jobs so i dont have to deal with her anymore, but im afraid of what will happen when i walk into an interview either a) bald as the day i was born, b) wearing a scarf, or c) in a wig, then show up to work bald & they think i "hid" it from them... btw... i DESPISE wigs! WAY too much maintanance for me, plus, i have 2 year old who was actually afraid of my last wig. lol.… Continue

so im hoping someone here has some good words of advice... i have lost about 2/3 the hair on the back of my head and about 1/3 the hair in the front and on top. i wore a wig for about 6 months & HATED it! i wear scarves on my head most of the time, but at work, my boss wont let me wear them. she is one of those "mean-girls" who gets enjoyment out of making others miserable. i need some help on how to deal with her... girls can be SO mean! im SO sick of all these spots, so now im… Continue