Just a few more weeks to go!! Baby is almost here, and I couldnt be more excited, and more scared at the same time. You would think that childbirth wouldnt be so scary the second time around...but it is. I am excited to be not prego any more...dont get me wrong I love the whole baby thing, but after 9months, IM DONE!! lol. It sucks that I found out about my alopecia when I first found out I was pregnant. It was a really big stress for the first few months......but since december, i havent… Continue

I usually blog about my hair, but today there are other things on my mind that I would like to share....both heartwarming and exiting also a bit sad,

I miss my momma, six years ago today she passed away suddenly. At the time I was 17, my older sister 19, and two younger brothers, 10 & 11. It wasnt a car crash or a murder, It was a illness no one was aware of, bacterial endocraditis (i think i spelled that right) She had an infection inside her heart that created a small hole in her… Continue

I have been thinking since I went to my last doctor check up, About making an apointment with a dermatologist..... Im on the fence.... and i am somewhat afraid of the result being worthless. Being pregnant kinda stops all medicine and treatment for most everything. Wont it be the same for alopecia? And for some reason I keep thinking that maybe i will just grow it back.....



then yesterday i noticed something....



all my spots are on the left side of my head....pretty muchs… Continue

I like the cold weather.....I can wear my hair down and throw a hat on....not worry about the wind blowing my hair so my spots will show... I went to my doc yesterday...I told her my hair was still coming out and asked if she knew anything that can be taken while pregnant....i was referred to a dermatologist. I almost dont see the point of going... more blood work more test, will it really help or is it just a waste of my time?

uugh

on a happy note.... WE GOT A PUPPY!!! he is sooo… Continue

I am getting so fed up with my head....and I feel selfish because I havent even lost all of my hair yet. The spots just keep getting bigger, and the hair keeps coming out. I am getting sick of wearing it one way to hide the baldness, but its so hard to just throw your hair the way you want and screw the spots, but then people look and ask and make jokes.....or tell you what you should do to fix it. "dont be so stressed" is what i hear most often....I AM NOT STRESSED!! Its hard to explain… Continue