One shower and Poof! There went all the rest of my hair! Omg it was scary how much just came out at once! It has been a slow process up until now! This was frightening and a tad sickening. A year of AA and you get used to a lot of hair coming out all the time, but this was....disgusting. =/
I officially can't wear the wig I just spent so much money on because it clips to hair...now there is not enough to clip to...Anyone on here who still has hair want to buy a wig? lol
Fml
first wig bad planning mark # 24 lol
I had such hope that my hair was done falling out for the most part and was going to come back....Woops was I wrong!

I think stress does have an affect on all this more than we think.
I have been a complete mental disaster over the information that my friend who has been in a coma for 3 months is not recovering and only has a few more days to live. That was the hardest goodbye of my life. I am dreading that call every second telling me he is gone.
I can't find a job, bills are piling up, The pets need food, my parents are on my back constantly about getting happy again and moving on with my life, but now I can't even hide in a wig. I promise them, I would love to be happy again, but its not as simple as snapping my fingers. I Soooo wish I had that power! =D They always ask kids what type of super power would they want...Id still choose the power to be able fly though =p
I have always wanted to be able to fly. It seems so freeing. No boundaries.
Bald flight is a good thing to, more aerodynamic HA! ...made me chuckle lol
I was not a huge christian believer because it was shoved down my throat very strictly as a child and i was quite the rebellious one, but I always, always had my own beliefs and always believed in a god and angels, and hope and faith and all that, just in my own ways more or less...But shit! The whole life is a test and God has a reason for everything and a plan to give you the strength needed to get through life's challenges to teach you something or what ever it is....Can I be done with my lesson for a while!!!!
I know I will get through all of this and time heals all wounds, but OMG! I am seriously done with life crashing.
God please give me a break! I can't seem to get my feet under me long enough to take a full breath here recently.
You can go back to you life lessons in a bit, but please let me rest for a little while!
To handle all my anger and sadness recently, I have picked up running (figured it was a much healthier option than eating everything in site lol) ....well to find out I have something called ERI or exercise-induced rhinitis. Exercise actually makes my nose run like crazy and it becomes difficult to breath properly. LOL ReAlLy! o_O
I regrettably hate to admit this out loud, but I think I need to be medicated.
Are there any stress/ anxiety meds that you can take and function daily. I know Xanax just puts me to sleep. =/
Time to call the Dr. again and hope he is nice with the prices.

If you could have one super power what would you choose? =)
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