I was sitting at my desk on wednesday when I looked down and saw what I thought were a bunch of eyelashes on my desk... my eyelashes shed a lot, but they have never been completely missing. I grabbed my mirror out of my purse and saw that I lost half of my left eyebrow, on my work desk. I have NEVER had it happen that fast before. My hair on my head fell out in spots in months, not all at one time. But apparently I rubbed my eyebrow the wrong way, because it was right in front of me on my desk! Luckily for the tattoo underneath, it just looks a bit lighter than my other, but nothing too noticeable.
I can't believe it, but I have a FULL head of hair still! Not one bald spot, and my hair is probably almost 2 inches long now. I actually use "Spike it" hair gell in the morning, and have some crazy bed head when I wake up. I didn't think this would happen for me, but its actually pretty cool to have something to run my fingers threw. Of course now people are telling me they love that I finally can grow some hair, but I look beautiful bald, and it would be OK if it fell out again, because I am an awesome bald person, lol.
Other than my hair being awesome for once, I found to lumps in my neck a while back and my boyfriend kept getting on me to go to the doctors and get them checked out, which I of course kept putting off. Well then they started to hurt, so I went. I had to get an ultrasound done and found out they are lymph nodes, that for some reason are swollen like I'm sick, but I'm not, and haven't been. The doctor said the normal size of a lymph node is 8-9mm. Well the ones in my neck are 16 and 19mm. So if they are still hurting and swollen this time next month, I have to have surgery on my neck to remove both of them. I wish they would just do it now, I'm tired of the neck pains. I wonder if they are like this because my immune system sucks? lol. Does anyone else have this problem? My boyfriend had the one in his arm removed and they messed up on the stitching and it looks horrible. I'm scared of having them do surgery on my neck, hopefully its a small scar...
Attached is a photo of me today, with my grown out bleached hair. Everyone thinks I did this on purpose, but its definitely just grew out from the last time I bleached it, lol
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