hi anastasia, thanks! you are to funny! what are u doing in omaha?

I know I don't want to get in a situation like that. Thats why im a Pacifist. I was laughing at that one joke, "your mom so fat, she fell in love and broke it". That was really funny.

And sorry i replied to you so late. I read it when i got it. I just had a lot goin on and eventually forgot about replying to you.

Wow! Reduced them to tears? What did you say... I got to start doin that instead of trying to ignore them.

You had a best friend of 10 years and he didnt know you had alopecia? I didnt have to deal with this as a child but I did have a best friend in junior high, whom I am still friends with, who has alopecia universalis. I was the one who watched her back in school. I was the one who beat up kids who snatched her wig off and then paid for it by staying in in-school suspension all the time. I always got sent home from school for fighting, but they never cared that I was only sticking up for my friend who was to shy to stick up for herself. I was made fun of too... but then it was for my last name, which is Sizemore. Im sure you can imagine. So I got to a point in my life where I learned that what people think or say about me has no physical effect on my life. I still continue to be the same person no matter what people say or how they laugh at me. I was sexually abused as a child and physically abused by my first husband. So now I dont let anyone walk on me. I hold my head high and I know that by the grace of God, NO ONE is better than me! As I am no better than anyone else. People laugh at or are scared of what they cant understand. So I dont wear wigs because I figure, this is me, I am bald. And if someone wants to ask why I am bald I will tell them. If they make fun of me, I will make them feel bad by telling them exactly what Alopecia Areata is.
Hold your head high. This is your life now. It doesnt matter what people think of you. Your hair didnt make you and loosing your hair didnt break you. If someone cant take you for who you really are, under the wig, then they dont deserve you. You are a beautiful person inside and out. Spend less time on what people might think and more time on feeling free. Life is to short to hide. Let you light shine girl!
Besos.

hey anastasia, why are you having such a hard time dealing? if you dont mind me asking.

hey was gd to hear from u, ive had quite an emotional week, i returned bak to my work few days ago, but its bn harder than i thot, couple of them havin a joke which went to far and a customer bein quite insensitive, so hopefully that will make me stronger but my confidence is pritty low the now, my boss has bn great tho, and ive just become a great auntie so that cheered me up, bn to see him 2nite, he's gorgeous,
anyway hope ur well, speak sn x

Oh yeah...I got in trouble for that once...that girl new for sure that I was home!!

Scrambling for the wig whenever the doorbell rings. Hahah! I have to laugh at that...How silly my kids must think I am when I do that..I've been married for 6 years and I still run fot the wig when I hear my husband's keys at the door...what a foolish thing to do...