ok so i was talking with tommy (and gasping for breath) read on and u will know y. the dude frickin cracks me up. PLEASE SCROLL DOWN TO THE BOTTOM IF U DONT READ THE IM::



leighbaby1995 (10:37:05 PM): lol. but if she does tell me whether or not she does, im not telling u

leighbaby1995 (10:37:30 PM): you will know if its yes or no

boodwarski (10:38:12 PM): ok...

leighbaby1995 (10:38:18 PM): just trust me

boodwarski (10:38:27 PM): with wat?

leighbaby1995… Continue

zac asked me out! yay! i left a comment for him on myspace that said "hey wuts up?" and he said "nothing wanna go out?" and i said "yes" so were going out! yay!



and i left my phone in my locker yesterday! Dx but i went to get it today. damn that place is creepy on the weekends! it was so deserted. i was with my friend kara. we finally found and open door at the back and we had to go up stairs and around to get to my locker cuz the doors separating 2 hallways was closed. and then we… Continue

in 1st period after test



zac gestures to me to write a note



me:ya?

zac:sorry i couldnt get on myspace last nite :(

me:don't worry about it. so now can u tell me?

zac:i dont like abbey anymore. i like u.

me:i like u 2

zac:what a twist

me:lol



so karlee was passing notes with shelby and she kept giving them to mandy to give to me to give to shelby. and she kept asking (by mouth) 'who does zac like?' and i was like 'im not saying a… Continue

i like zac!!!

we were passing notes in science today. this is what happened :)



me:hey i forgot to ask, i thot u were gonna ask abbey out on friday?

zac:i was but this other girl keeps talking to me in science. (that girl would be ME!)

me:oh really? what do u mean mean by that?

zac:i think u know

me:i think ik 2. explain?

zac:ill tell u on myspace

me:aw cmon patience isnt part of my nature!



so ya :) tommy says im too happy :) cuz i put :)… Continue

i've recently found a way to vent about my problems without telling anyone the extent of it. MUSIC MY SAVIOR! i wrote 3 songs! all about tommy. it really helped. ill think about posting them, but they're pretty ammature. i doutb they're very good. i don't even think u could call them songs. i don't have any music for them. at the moment they're just poems i add music to in my head. ill be writing more just cuz it helps so much. i write down exactly how i feel at that moment and nothing else.… Continue

im still not over tommy :( it feels like ill never be. im just so sad all the time. can anyone cheer me up?