i cant think of anything to say about keaton! ha cept that i dont get to sit by him in la1 anymore :( o well idt i like him that much anymore.



omg im going to zacs party on thursday. iz a halloween party. no costumes. then friday im trick or treating with kate, karlie, and courtney til bout 8 or 9. then im going to my bffl jacks haunted house t drew's. he says itll scare the crap outta me. pha im scared easily but i luv being scared just 4 fun. clowns creep me out. PHA! RANDOM… Continue

ok this dare is a challenge. I NEED TO COMPLAIN!!! i went to GO! last nite at katies church and i had to avoid someone ALL NITE and i need to SCREAM! but i have nowhere to scream where the cops wouldnt show up. i have many deep thoughts i need to type!!! o shall paint my nail black for halloween. and itll distract me. anyone? give me a distraction!!!

ty ty ty (thank you)



im busying myself with love songs, im re-reading a series, and i ran out of pizza :( but pastor cory came to school today! hes awesome. he has a mohawk! lol

i fell asleep 3 times 2day lol mr. culley should work on his lesson plans. and maybe if mrs ferhman played some emo rock songs i wouldnt fall asleep typing. lol omg i have an F in social studies! JUST bc i did bad on 2 wrksts. this is GAY! and i have a C in band. idk y! its not MY fault i dont know the… Continue

ok. bogie im taking u on w/ ur dare. BUT i have one condition. i will not WRITE about guys. but id just like to make it clear that i really miss keaton. lol and starting now, i will not write about guys for a week. (5 day school week hehehe)



my mom got me a fuzzy sweatshirt!!! iz fuzzy on the inside lol. i got my new phone!!! i have a new sweatsuit! itsh bluu. yesh i said itsh and yesh i said yesh. i luv and sh to stuff lol. i also like iz and ish. both for is. hehehehe



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ok. justin is starting to CREEP ME OUT. he like stalking me!!! i have to sit with someone evryday so he doesnt sit w/ me and even then he sits as close as possible. and he shows up in my class rooms. hes in 8th grade!!! he wont leave me alone.



justin said tommy was making fun of me :( he didnt say wat about and idk if its true but im sad ):



im not speaking to spencer. he high fived me so hard today my hand is bruised. no joke.



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i hate that whenever u stop going out w/ some1, u hardley evr talk again!!! wel minus tj. he scares me. but anyway, i refuse for things to be like that w/ me. im buds w/ spencer. (not tj hes scary) justin, (im saying no to him btw) and tommy. lol speaking of tommy im getting ovr him. we had a contest today who could say "haaaay" first whenevr we saw each other and i one once and so did he. it was hilarious. i said haaaay to evry1 just cuz i could.

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ok ive been talking to tommy for HOURS. i reeeally miss him. and i didnt get my hug. :[ his rotation changed and he has computer keyboarding 5th period so if he came down to the band hall hed be late. omg theres tear marks on my computer. now thats just pathetic. anyway, I MISS TOMMY!



omg justin asked me out again. he dumped me on A DARE. and he told me that, and said "so u wanna go out again?" he confuzzles me!!! and omg spencer today was like "haha tommy dumped u" and so i told… Continue

no my frens didnt know. they havent mentioned it since. they were just there with lots of hugs. cole was there when it happened. hes barely spoken to me since then. he said he was so srry it happened. kate said he was trying to talk to me on the bus. he said he wasnt tho. i txtd him. ill add 2 this when he replys.

i saw tommy 2day. we said hey like 3 times. god im gonna miss him.

my life sux.

austin pulled my hair off at the bus stop.

tommy broke up w/ me.

i can't stop crying.

i miss cole.

he would make me feel better.

well thats my sucky life.

wow. i went 2 a football game last nite w/ tommy. we hung out with spencer cj cole kate katie cristina jack some dude with jack and a buncha poeple i forget. anyway. spencer and cj were try to get tommy 2 hug me ALL nite. spencer was like grabbing tommy trying to get his arm around me and tommys like "whats the point if im being forced?" and im so glad he didnt bc he was forced. ughh i keep getting off topic. ANYWAY. so i hit spencers arm just playin. buuuut appearantly i don't know my own… Continue

omg i like tommy a looot more than spencer, tj, and justin. speaking of justin;i FINALLY got him back! speancer(we buddys again) punched him in the back. and we were throwing gum wrappers at each other on the bus it was funny. but then i started yelling at him for punching me [again] and alex heard and was like "wait wait wait, WHO punched u?!" and i pointed to justin and austin was like astounded [vocab word lol] and when they got off the bus they both took his head and pounded it against the… Continue

o.m.g. i do not understand guys. ok, justin dumped me 2day. and tommy asked me out like a 1/2 hour later! 2 guys in one week! and i was walking with cole in the hall b4 7th period. and i told him tommy asked me out. so mitchel came up and cole was like "what is that now? 5 in one week?!" im like "no! just 2."

and then mtich whistles like "wow 2 boyfriends in 1 week. wow." it was funny. so i yelled at cole when he went the oposite way "shut up cole!" just teasin. so i got to 7th period and… Continue