How the hell does that happen?

I felt great postng my nee photos of myself to show who I really am, but today I feel OMG what the hell was I thinking??

I woke up this morning had my shower looked in the mirror and all of a sudden I felt like sigorney weavor in Aliens and I was so disapointed in myself. I hve asked myself what did I ever do to deserve this? am I being punished for something wrong I have done?

Good Lord I hate these feelings I just want to wak up everyday and feel… Continue

i finally found the corage to smile in my new me photos. I'm finding it nice to finally be able to have the courage to show my family how I look and it feeels great.

Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful Then suddenly It's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today!!



I have listend to this a few times now whenevr I felt like I had to cry from just looking at myself in the mirrior seing a bald me feeling vey ugly.

Once I heard this song las… Continue

I had a wonderful week-end with my neice Saturday and the next day zi hade my younger sister over for dinner which meant ,'wig time again" I noticed towards the ed of the evening I was getting severe headaches, pain from my wig in my forehead and I kept trying to adjust it. When y sister said to me" We are all family here why dont you jst take it off and continue to ave fun,we wo't judge you in anyway, you are who you are and I stil love you.

Those kind words nearly made me cry, however I… Continue

my baby sister had a baby 2 months ago and i've haven't spoken to my sister in almost 10 years til she had her baby.

Today i'm so excited I get to pick up my neice and babysitt her,for the evening.At least for a while i'll be able to forget about my baldness and have a great time.

Don't get me wrong here I have 3 children myself but pretty much grown, and i'm happy that I can walk around being bald. my children still show me the respect and it's as if im not going through anything to… Continue