Ok, today I just finished ten days straight with no day off, not including school on four out of those ten days! So, currently I am listening to SHOTS by LMFAO and 3 by Britney Spears, because tonight I'm going out!



Look out town, I'm coming out tonight, and I ain't holding back nothing!

This blog is different from the last… Continue

We were an odd couple. He is half Japanese and half Brazilian. He is very dark skinned though, he doesn't look Japanese at all. He was born and raised in Japan. I was born in Seoul, South Korea but raised in America. I am again 4'10, and he is about 6'5 or 6'6. He had baggy jeans sagged because of his biker chain, which went from his back wallet to his front loop for his belt. He had a red and white plaid long sleeve shirt, his sleeves rolled high up with a black leather jacket, he looked good.… Continue

It burns... it hurts... it makes you want to rip your heart out.



I hate it when it ends the way it does.

I love it when is lasts the way it does.



Why does love hurt so much? I would have done anything for them, can't they see that?

Can't they understand?!



Can't they understand I no longer want to play games, right as I'm about to tell them this, they have already moved on. They have already thrown me out like an old paper bag. Done. Finished. Defeated. Worn… Continue

Wow, that last blog got you people all raged up! Trust me, I hear you loud and clear. UPDATE! I talked to my uncle who is a cop and went to the same academy that I was originally going to go to. He told me it was ridiculous and that he was going to talk to whoever was in charge etc etc. So, I'm a little nervous because um yea it's been a year since I was ready. I'm not ready now... I blew threw that money so fast it would make your head spin. Actually when I found out I couldn't go I planned a… Continue

About a year ago I'd say, I decided to finally do what I've always wanted to do. I was getting myself in shape, running for miles, eating healthy, taking the right college courses. On the ball, no I was THE BALL. So, me and my friend we're going to do it, we had waited till the next class came around to take it together.



It's a big commitment and I was ready. Oh hell yea I was ready, I couldn't wait for the discipline to come down and smack me hard across the face and get me in to top… Continue

Ah some many things to talk about.



Grew up in an all white family, I am adopted. I don't know my biological parents, other than that my mom is dead. I grew up in a very small Catholic school community, taught by nuns, who had no problem tipping your desk over and grabbing you by the chin. Eh, that subjects old and boring.



My skin is dry, the tears trickling down my face burn. I speed down the four lane road, ducking and weaving through the other cars. He's different I… Continue