My head started itching again about two days ago. Funny how it no longer "just itches" but now I can't help but wonder..is it fixing to start falling out again? I think my husband is in denial, he, as I already posted, says I do not need to be looking at wigs, and now, he says, "You dont know that it WILL fall out", but I think I cannot live as if it wont. I have to expect the worst. I can't deny this could happen. I have started counting hairs that I see come out...though it has been light… Continue

Found out today that my injections will not be covered for my AA. They consider it "cosmetic surgery". This is definitely not one of those good days. They act like I am having botox or something. I told them, this is an immune system disorder..and this is not right! I cancelled my next appointment. I am done. I don't want to go through the creams, the itching, the pain from that, so I am giving this to God. I told them to cancel my appointment and to make sure the doctor knows why I did… Continue

Saw a lady in the grocery store tonight that had 'crop circles' like me..I wanted to go over and introduce myself to her, and ask her if she had AA, and tell her I did. I didn't go though..I thought, "what if.." "what if she doesn't know she has it?" or "what if she is sensitive about talking about it?", or "what if she thought she had it hid good?" ...so, I didn't meet her. WIsh I had. Maybe she and I could have been support for each other.

Now I guess I will never know. Did I do the… Continue

Yesterday, 10/10/10 I noticed what I've been suspecting ...I have white 'peach fuzz' on my two largest spots..I was excited, but then, I don't wanna get too excited. Figure this is just the 'cycling' of this disease..fall out, grow in, fall out, grow in. Still, I will take the times when it is not falling out when I can get them.

I had been noticing substancial hair loss over the past several months. My hair had finally gotten very long and I loved it, but something changed. I felt like my hair wasn't getting any longer over the past few months. I thought that maybe it just was because it was thin. I found myself having to clean out a completely full brush every time I brushed my hair. It was everywhere: on the couch, all over my car, on the floor, filling up the vaccuum cleaner, and stopping up our drains. My… Continue