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Need some advice please

On my profile I've added some wig photos of myself and could really use some opinions as to which one looks better, I will not take offense to any comment but it does help to know . Thank-you all for taking this time to helo me out
Lisa
have a great day:)

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 20, 2011 at 10:00am — 15 Comments

Happy yesterday, sad today

I sure wish there was something magical to make me happy, I feel as if there is no hope.

I couldn't get over how happy I was yesterday and BANG!! today I am completely opposite.

I wish they would find a cure for alopecia, just like they are trying for cancer patients, heart and stroke foundation why the hell isn't it for alopecia?? makes me so angry.

I found it so hard to even get out of bed in the mornings and night time is my favorite time of the day, cause im going to sleep an… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 19, 2011 at 8:00am — 14 Comments

For Everyone!

For the many of you who have commented on my blogs, I have felt some btter adat times I read them ovr and ovr for some self confidence,,ty all veryy much and I hope your all havng a gorgeous day!'
Love you all

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 18, 2011 at 6:42pm — No Comments

Can anyone relate?

I wear turbans everydya in my house which I dont ususally like cause I am afraid to wear my wigs.
I get worried if I wear a wig and rest my head on the back of the couch it will mess up,afraid it will damage faster, and also cause I smoke, even thou it's only me that smokes I smoke rarely.
How can I be afraid to wear a wig in my own house? Am I being weird here?

Lisa-lynn

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 16, 2011 at 1:22pm — 5 Comments

What have I done wrong in life?

Finallly decided to have a great time and have some wine, Feels quite good and takes away some of my pain that I feel. You see I dont only have alopecia but i have dealt with many turmoils over my life since the age of 2, and I supose I just can't understand why God keeps putting me through all this turmoil in life.All I ever wanted as child is to live a normal life and it's just not happening!

Now I am an adult trying to deal with the pain of no hair.sometimes it's ok but other times I… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 15, 2011 at 11:22pm — 5 Comments

Bald and sore and a small prayer

has anyone else had this problem?

my head is smooth like a newborn head, however I hav a tendensy to pick at my head, now I have sores and they hurt, am I doing this because of tress or its just something to pick at,, or is it because i'm constantly touching my head looking for signs of growth?

Is this normal or is it just me?



"Dear God please let my hair grow, let others hair grow too,we are wonderful people and DO NOT deserve this.Everyday we deal with the sadness of the… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 15, 2011 at 11:51am — 1 Comment

help plz!!!

I am having a very very hard time trying to get some answers on curly wigs :(
I'ts quite spiral and long, i dint do my homework before I bought it, I was wondering how long the wig would last me for if I were to wear it everyday and if I washed it would the curls come out??
Any pointers I woud apreciate tyvm

Lisa in need of hellp

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 13, 2011 at 4:48pm — 1 Comment

Feeling sad!

Woke up this morning and just felt so sad. Yes sure I wake yp feeling like nothing is wrong but this morning was completely oposite,I;ve tried very hard not looking into my mirror but not sure why I did it , but I did it today in hopes to find little hair maybe? but I guess not my head is as smooth as a baby's head. Trefore I found myself crying and taking a tantrum wondering what I have done wrong.

Yeah sure I have been given some medication for what I am going through but I hate like… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 13, 2011 at 11:24am — 3 Comments

My cute little turban

I was surprised at myself when the other night I had to drive my sister home and guess what I wore? yep!! my pink turban, I've had looks from others in thei cars and what I did was "wave" see how fast they turn away,,LOL

I have gotten to the point where I will go outside in my turban and couldn't care less who sees me.

At least I know that this is a good step for me. As far as me going out bald , i'm not sure that will ever happen at least not for a long time to come!

Hearing all… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 12, 2011 at 12:05pm — 1 Comment

A comforting hug!

Saturday I had taken a nap knowing my sisters and their hubbby;s and baby was coming over so I thought ok I best take sa nap, I askd my husband to wake me up so that I may put on a hair peice to look normal, did he wake me up?? NOPE! They all came in the door and yelled "wake up sleepy head" A good thig I had on thi velvet pink turban which is quite pretty and comfy , I explained to my husband as i was upset, why dint you wake me? of course he said I looked too peaceful to disturb, and my… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 11, 2011 at 4:10pm — 2 Comments

From happy to sad?

How the hell does that happen?

I felt great postng my nee photos of myself to show who I really am, but today I feel OMG what the hell was I thinking??

I woke up this morning had my shower looked in the mirror and all of a sudden I felt like sigorney weavor in Aliens and I was so disapointed in myself. I hve asked myself what did I ever do to deserve this? am I being punished for something wrong I have done?

Good Lord I hate these feelings I just want to wak up everyday and feel… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 8, 2011 at 8:17am — 4 Comments

I am finally doing it

i finally found the corage to smile in my new me photos. I'm finding it nice to finally be able to have the courage to show my family how I look and it feeels great.

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 7, 2011 at 7:05pm — 4 Comments

No matter what they say!

Don't look at me Every day is so wonderful Then suddenly It's hard to breathe Now and then, I get insecure From all the pain, I'm so ashamed I am beautiful no matter what they say Words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today!!



I have listend to this a few times now whenevr I felt like I had to cry from just looking at myself in the mirrior seing a bald me feeling vey ugly.

Once I heard this song las… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 5, 2011 at 7:59am — 2 Comments

Uncomfy!!

I had a wonderful week-end with my neice Saturday and the next day zi hade my younger sister over for dinner which meant ,'wig time again" I noticed towards the ed of the evening I was getting severe headaches, pain from my wig in my forehead and I kept trying to adjust it. When y sister said to me" We are all family here why dont you jst take it off and continue to ave fun,we wo't judge you in anyway, you are who you are and I stil love you.

Those kind words nearly made me cry, however I… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 4, 2011 at 8:12am — 2 Comments

Excited - I have to share

my baby sister had a baby 2 months ago and i've haven't spoken to my sister in almost 10 years til she had her baby.

Today i'm so excited I get to pick up my neice and babysitt her,for the evening.At least for a while i'll be able to forget about my baldness and have a great time.

Don't get me wrong here I have 3 children myself but pretty much grown, and i'm happy that I can walk around being bald. my children still show me the respect and it's as if im not going through anything to… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on April 1, 2011 at 2:35pm — 2 Comments

Surprised by the outcome

yesterday I had decided to show everyone on facebook who I really am! I posted the same photo as I posted here and boy was I was surprised at the compliments I got about it.

It felt good knowing that no one has put me down but rather showed their love and support including my own father who told me <" wow that's not bad at all"

It all made me feel really beautiful now if I could just find the strentgh to see what tney see then maybe i'll feel better about… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on March 31, 2011 at 8:24am — 7 Comments

My first bald picture

I finally had the courage to post my first bald picture today, I was scared thinking what would everyone think?

I supose that is my only fear in life, I of course never walk around my home like as zi know I get strange looks from my kids,I feel like i'm an embarrasemnt to the and I always have to wear a crazy bandana over my head which normally gives me a massive headache.

I only want one wish in life and thats to have my children accept me for who I am, and maybe one day they woud… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on March 29, 2011 at 6:41pm — 11 Comments

Help plz

So I bought these beautiful wig peices, very curly,however I have no clue how long they will last,I got a good pointer from a friend on here.

Does anyone know if I water spray the curls will they lose it's curls after a while? it only seems to tangle underneath due to rubbing against my shirts.

These wig peices are driving me nnutd even tbough they look very nice, i'm almost afrais to wear them.

If anyone has some tips for me i'd be forever gratful.

(my curld are like locks… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on March 27, 2011 at 3:15pm — 1 Comment

Lesson learned?

Hi ,

I have been away a while, when my alopecia first started I thought I would be alright.I was on here a while reading some of your stories how life is for some of you who are dealing with the same pain as I am ,and I thought I could get through it.

When last summer of August my world came crashing down in front of me.

I was dealing with the shaved head I have, thinking I looked like a total freak.I could not grasp the fact I looked odd and different.

I wounded up trying… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on March 22, 2011 at 12:32pm — 6 Comments

Is it really ME?

I was going ot shave my head that night I posted my blog about ,its time to go" and when that night came I went into the washrrom pulled out hubby's shaver , put it on, and as I got close to my head I chickened out!! Thought to myself NO BLOODY WAY!!

Yesterday evening came around and my hubby asks me well thought we was going to shave your head, I looked at him and he could see I was sad and altho I was, I was also scared .

My husband said c'mon I'm gonna help you get this done,… Continue

Added by Lisa-Lynn Marini on June 18, 2010 at 8:01am — 13 Comments

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